I don't care!

Something else that, I do not know, bothers me or delights me is that I do not think too much about my problems. I know they are there, but I do not bother to try to figure them out (except from when I am writing them down here). They can solve themselves with the time. That is more chill. 

Heads&Hearts

Okay. I am contradicting myself a bit. I cannot do whatever I want to, because I care too much about other peoples' feelings, to just think of myself and what I want. Sure, I do not care about my feelings to get hurt, but I really do not want to be the person who hurts someone else. 


Also I have figured out something new about myself. I think it is almost impossible for me to like someone or develop feelings for someone if I know they already have feelings for me. What I mean is that if I do not know whether I like them or not, it will not go any further because I am too scared I will change my mind and hurt the other person. I feel trapped, but I guess I just have to take my chances and go for it if I want to. 













I cannot follow my heads' choice, if my heart thinks it is wrong. 

"If you are unsure of a course of action, do not attempt it. Your doubts and hesitations will infect your execution. Timidity is dangerous: Better to enter with boldness. Any mistakes you commit through audacity are easily corrected with more audacity. Everyone admires the bold; no one honors the timid."

                                                                                                                                                              - Robert Greene 
Ahhh what to do...

Let's have some fun

I learned today that the perfect boy is just like every other not-so-perfect boy. I have this picture in my head of someone who will love me, respect me in every way and will not be unfaithful. I understand these are quite high demands. Even the ones I really trusted and thought so highly about turned out to be not so perfect after all. I do not blame them though, it just reminds me that I do not have to be too careful with what I do. I do not give a damn about my heart to be broken anymore, it will be broken several times anyway, because with love and happiness follow heartbreaks and sorrow. I just have to deal with it as it comes. So let us have some fun!