Shhh...

Sometimes I think about who I will end up with. That makes me wonder who that person is and why we ended up together. I am very quiet and do not always converse too well, because I do not know what to talk about without making it weird. I feel like I am a bit boring to be with, communication is very important in a relationship. 

Actually, I just do not think I fit together with anyone. I mean, if someone was in a relationship with me, we would spend a lot of time in silence I think. Unless the other person is very talkative, but then again, why would a very talkative person want to be with someone as quiet as me?

Great song by Gotye

The weak moment

And it took so long just to feel alright

remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

cause you broke all your promises

and now you're back

you don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are

running 'round leaving scars

collecting your jar of hearts

and tearing love apart

you're gonna catch  a cold

from the ice inside your soul

so don't come back for me

don't come back at all

- Jar of hearts by Christina Perri

Please disappear

I hate to see you, meet you and talk to you. I wish I did not have to see you everywhere, and be reminded every time. Just go away, please let me forget. 

Let it fall, my heart

and as it fell, you rose to claim it

it was dark and I was over

until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong

but my knees were far too weak

to stand in your arms

without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew

all the things you'd say they were never true, never true

and the games you play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain

watched it pour as I touched your face

let it burn while I cry

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

- Set fire to the rain by Adele

Happy I met you, darling

I have met a person whom I am feeling kind of addicted to, or at least addicted to see. Someone I always want to be with. I feel like I have to talk to this person every day. Although I am getting addicted to this person, I suspect the person is a bit cunning, and has everybody wrapped around the finger. Well as much as it sucks, I will play the game, and pretend to be costly, or just stubborn. I will not be one of the other people to be taken advantage of, or just too nice to say no. That is what I think will make us special.