Just my luck

For the first time in what seems like forever, I have met someone that I really could have feelings for. Of course, for me it is not that easy. This wonderful guy, with this enthusiastic personality is the one person I cannot go after. You see, there is this group of friends I have startet to hang out with, and in this group, there is another guy who really likes me. Unfortunately I have to dramatise everything in this situation by liking his friend. Also, the thing about the guy I like is that he just broke up with his girlfriend who was also a part of the group, so of course, it would be a disaster if I told anyone there who I really like. 


Oh, it sounds so stupid and childish, but to me it is really unfair because I would love to finally grow feelings for someone. I am a realistic person and I guess by the time it is "accepted" for him to move on, he has probably found back to his girlfriend or found someone else. I hate hurting people, and I do not think I could bear telling the guy who likes me, that he is not the one my feelings are drawn to.