Mauerbauertraurigkeit - Me described in one word.
n. the inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like - as if all your social tastebuds suddenly went numb, leaving you unable to distinguish cheap politeness from the taste of genuine affection, unable to recognise its rich and ambiguous flavours, its long and delicate maturation, or the simple fact that each tasting is double - blind.
