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 " 'Cause I don't belong to anyone, and nobody belongs to me "
                                                                                           - Perfectly lonely by John Mayer

I do not know what I can do to change that, because I would like it to change. I would like to love someone, and to be loved back. I feel like I am just only me. Always. I feel like I am alone, I have good friends, but I do not have a best friend who thinks of me as the best friend as well. That is gone now. I miss feeling special and like the only one you desire to be with. emostupidshitass.