Apparently I cannot count on you...

The vulnerable me is back, kind of a relief. However, the hurting part I am not so fond of. The point is that there is one person I cannot let go, and to that person I mean nothing. I think I give up now, it is probably better to forget what we had. 

Alone in a crowd

This night's a perfect shade of
dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room

when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning down

Dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room
well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning
now there's nothing but dark blue

- By Jack's Mannequin

And a new one just begun

The year 2011 was ended with turkey at my friend Roy's place, before we went to Eirik to meet the crew. After a while we went to town to watch the fireworks, but unfortunately it started raining. When the new year started, we went back to Roy. It was a great night! I really enjoy staying at his place, I feel very comfortable over there. The next day we just hung out in the living room, eating all this crappy food. Also, the new year started out with new friends, new opportunities and new hopes. 

My New Years resolutions have not really been thought through, therefore I will update this post along the way. This is what I got to start with:

- Go to the gym at least twice a week

- Make an effort with my friends, try harder

- Move out

- Find a guy worth falling for

- Improve my grades and care more about school

- Be on time, try not to be late